October 13, 2008

• (Im)Mortality

  I wish to be immortal... weird, huh?!  As I get older, thoughts turn now & again to Death... actors & musicians I've "grown up" with are dying, every now & then I hear of someone my age who has died... quite disturbing to me!  I've always been fascinated w/ vampires, so now I've been thinking of them even more, wishing I could be a "good" one...  or maybe I could be an elf like in LOTR - they are immortal also... my life isn't very exciting, & sometimes there's horrible moments, but when I think of dying, I protest!  Idon't want to wither & wrinkle & creep! When I'm old I want to be of sound mind & body, just older!  I don't want any old age illnesses of body or mind... I'm terrified of becoming trapped in a useless body where others have to do everything for me cuz then I risk being victimized... I pray for enough wealth in this lifetime to afford a very good live-in nurse in the event I cannot think straight, or if my body betrays me... sigh...

  
  

  WOW: Enjoy the journey, don't fret about the destination...

  
  

  Love & Light to you my fellow travelers...

  
  

  Namaste' ~ Enna

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