April 19, 2008
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Good to ck out a few "old" Xanga friends... some moving on, some moving inward, all moving... such is Life, right? ever moving, like water - sometimes a trickle, other times a torrent, & for me @ times like a stagnant pool! yuk! But I believe in change, & since I hate stagnancy in any form, especially water cuz it gets gross & stinky, I know change is afoot... I have thought that this "phase" I'm going thru is related to the fact I turn 50 this year. Pretty weird. Cuz 50 sounds old, but I still relate better to young people, so this is disconcerting to me. Plus I am SO FUCKING BORED with everything! my job bores me, my home life bores me... relationships don't bore me, so there's the clue...
WOW: Relationships (good ones) truly are the Stuff of Life! Cherish them, nurture them, revel in them!
Love & Light along your path, Enna
Namaste'
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Boredom is a sign one needs to use their energy to create. I am so glad to hear from you. Love you, Judi
I think its wonderful that you have a young mind. And fifty isn't old to me. My mom is 59, and because I grew up with having a parent that was "older" I never thought of it as "old." If that makes any sense. Just because you're almost fifty doesn't mean you should be comfortable with monotony. Wanting to be adventurous and to explore isn't just for younger people. I think our society forces upon us the idea of what an "adult" should be -- reserved, tied-down, settled, etc. There's nothing wrong with constant change and adventure. At least you know that you're alive! You are right about relationships. Sometimes I feel like being in love is the only good thing about life...
Sorry for the rant.
It was good to hear from you again.
How is the boredom now. Judi
i appreciate friendships more than any other ships.
miss you
RYC: yeah, I know, not the healthiest selection of pics I could have chosen and I hate it when I lapse into "old" behaviors but if I don't write it here, can't be honest with my feelings and thoughts here, and post S*** that represents my feelings when I can't put them in words, I end up bottling it up and it only gets worse and I get crazier. Sad that being in my "social" position (with B's work and MINE, for that matter) that I can't have 'friends' in real life that I can confide that stuff in. My best friends and closest confidants are here in xangaland.
Of course since some of my xangians, I do know in real life, from other times/places in my life or else we have made that plunge from here....it all works out!
Thanks for the honest feedback, you help me stay sane!
love you
Bright blessings! My name is coyote, I was joining a blog and seen your name above mine and your profile just spoke to me... Glad I stopped by... you have an awesome site....
I liked where you added the comment about how you thought that perhaps religion was invented to help people deal with their own little deppressions.... I think that it is in fact an invention of our own confusion as to what truelly is the purpose of our own creation.... funny as it is even if we know what the Gods were thinking by making us... there is still nothing that we could do about it... other than continue to be dumbfounded on all of the small stuff... yeah; the things that make us deppressed and stressed out, and my personal favorite: PISSED! However the Gods seem to have a sense of humor on the matter, as they continue to watch u7s ponder the meaning of it all....
May your day be blessed with radiant sunshine,
Merry Part!
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