July 15, 2007
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I am being forced to be a lot less active than I used to be, which is ironic b/c I'm not that active of a person to begin with, but the difference is that I am not as mobile as I used to be - I just can't get up & wander into another room, or down a flight of stairs to the rec room/bar, or up a flight of stairs to the bedroom... Life has slowed down, become more deliberate, everything has to be planned... I don't like that, I don't want to plan everything! My independence has gone out the window, & this depresses me... Every now & then I'm able to glimpse the "bright side" of what I'm going through (i.e. that it's not a worse break, that it's Summer rather than Winter for this to happen, that RB is around to help), but just sitting/laying around makes me feel so fucking helpless!! And I've got @ least 5 more weeks of this!! How am I supposed to make it thru an 8 hr workday? I'm falling asleep after being awake since 5 a.m., after waking up every 3 hrs - which I've been doing since I broke my leg... Help! Need some advice &wysdom....
WOW: I don't feel very wyse right now, just small & helpless & weak... maybe that's the lesson... who knows?
May Love & Light surround you and bless you during your strong times, and during your weak times...
Namaste', Enna
Comments (6)
What is going on that you are so weak. Did you have surgery or what? I know that can be very frustrating. Read lots of good positive books, watch movies like the ones by Wayne Dyer, Deepak Chopra, Abraham. I am reading The Science of Being Well, by Waddle it was written in 1929, has some really good stuff. I will pray for you Enna, Thank Higher Power for this time to rest, Love to you, Judi
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i hope you feel better
i agree...everything is a lesson...
Hope you feel better soon!
Blessings!
Prayers for a quick recovery. Judi
How you doing Enna? Prayers for you. Have a great weekend. Judi
Glad you are doing better. Amazing how the human body can heal. Perhaps you needed to slow down and take a look at things. My prayers are with you. Judi
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